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Sometimes,
29 October 2007 @ 11:27 pm
28 October 2007 @ 04:05 pm
Hahah, now I know where I got my if-it-is-a-sad-ending-no-I'm-not-watc
I asked my mum whether stairway to heaven was a show with a sad ending while we were both watching, and she was like, I don't know. So I was like fine, I'll go search the internet, and it turned out to be a show with two main-character deaths, and she shut the television right after that.____." So no more television to watch again.
Picture post will be up soon! When I bother to find/search/dig out my camera.
:D
I asked my mum whether stairway to heaven was a show with a sad ending while we were both watching, and she was like, I don't know. So I was like fine, I'll go search the internet, and it turned out to be a show with two main-character deaths, and she shut the television right after that.____." So no more television to watch again.
Picture post will be up soon! When I bother to find/search/dig out my camera.
:D
Current Mood: 
weird
weirdCurrent Music: Drops of Jupiter // Train
27 October 2007 @ 01:01 am
Not sleeping yet, because it's too early.
I don't know why, but I have this feeling something bad is going to happen, as in not the embarrassing kind of bad (like this morning) but more of like what happened last year at the pumping staircase with SSG Shuning (okay I know there's like spaces or something but I can't remember at one in the morning><), and all the tissue wipes flying around, and all the loud sniffing, and grumbling, and entertaining the thoughts of doing something in a bid for revenge? Is that the word, I'm not really sure, after all, it's been so long and they are a really good bunch of people(= It's like, they are behaving, like us last year, or they remind me of how we were like last year, like omgggzzz): (And it's not like anyone should blame anyone either, because technically it's just miscommunication on both sides T____T)
Come to think of it, it was funny how childish we were then. But then again, it's the root of all our problems, hurr.
Anyway, Part Bs are ignoring Jill's and my phone calls, ROAR. I don't want any more last-minute-at-night-calls-to-settle-the-w
T___T Scratch that, it's today.
Yay I'm going to the army market for the first time in my life tomorrow, so proud of myself! :D (My mum was so annoyed because her army e-mart didn't have the stuff I wanted, nehh): )
I don't know why, but I have this feeling something bad is going to happen, as in not the embarrassing kind of bad (like this morning) but more of like what happened last year at the pumping staircase with SSG Shuning (okay I know there's like spaces or something but I can't remember at one in the morning><), and all the tissue wipes flying around, and all the loud sniffing, and grumbling, and entertaining the thoughts of doing something in a bid for revenge? Is that the word, I'm not really sure, after all, it's been so long and they are a really good bunch of people(= It's like, they are behaving, like us last year, or they remind me of how we were like last year, like omgggzzz): (And it's not like anyone should blame anyone either, because technically it's just miscommunication on both sides T____T)
Come to think of it, it was funny how childish we were then. But then again, it's the root of all our problems, hurr.
Anyway, Part Bs are ignoring Jill's and my phone calls, ROAR. I don't want any more last-minute-at-night-calls-to-settle-the-w
T___T Scratch that, it's today.
Yay I'm going to the army market for the first time in my life tomorrow, so proud of myself! :D (My mum was so annoyed because her army e-mart didn't have the stuff I wanted, nehh): )
26 October 2007 @ 04:23 pm
What you hear may not necessarily be what is.I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU, STAGEFRIGHT, HELLO, STAGEFRIGHT.I was surprised I could even, say anything, like hey, THE PARADE SQUARE IS VERY BIG YOU KNOW.
And, panicking is not an option when you find out you're supposed to like, do something five minutes before it happens, much less remember a speech. "At least you didn't trip over the wires." Yes thank goodness, if I did, I would bury myself in a hole, which I'm still contemplating doing. (Sorry though=/ people who are champions and runner-ups deserve much much more than a screwed up announcement which is made up of a script than was not more than a scrap of paper, and you all saw it too, so yeah, duibuqi.)
Stagefright x1490389859205times + Embarrassment = Fail.
Shit.
ANYWAY:D Science Centre today! Hahah, makes me feel like a primary school kid all over again, nehhh. Liz scolded some kids for misbehaving and throwing explosive objects at people(: She's so uprighteous! =D And Pauline's scary, on the inside! :D:D:D:D
And after that, it was the 2Js1K going-out again! :D:D Hahah, JILL AND HER FAVOURITE GEEK! Jiau looks scary when she is curious about something.
=D
This morning):
And, something else)=
Current Mood: 
depressed
depressedCurrent Music: It Ends Tonight // All-American Rejects
25 October 2007 @ 07:45 pm
OMGWTBFH.
SO MUCH SO MUCH.
IS GONE AND MISSED OUT ON.
BECAUSE OF THE TAIWAN TRIP.
IT'D BETTER BE GOOD.
):<
Current Mood: 
pissed off
pissed offCurrent Music: Five Minutes to Midnight // Boys Like Girls
24 October 2007 @ 09:29 pm
Hahah I think we congratulated them enough at HQ itself, but still:
GO PART BS:D:D
(Air was also really good, considering it's their first orienteering competition(: )
Part Bs are so telepathic it scares me!
:D:D:D
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerfulCurrent Music: Yellow // Coldplay
23 October 2007 @ 09:16 pm
HELLO HELLO I LIKE, DESTROYED, MY BADGES, LIKE THOSE I HAD FOR LIKE, ONE YEAR ALREADY.
I'M EXTREMELY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF SEEING AS HOW, I HAD ONE OF THOSE BADGES FOR LIKE, LESS THAN A WEEK.
SUCKS, SUCKS, SUCKS.
):
On a sidenote, my family is happily eating a big bun that is the size of my eight year-old sister's face. Dude, and she is so enthusiastic about eating it, it's funny:D:D My sister's tuition teacher freaked out at the size too, and my sister camwhored with it, hoho.
Chill, Joyce!
Current Mood: angry
angryCurrent Music: When You're Gone // Avril Lavigne
21 October 2007 @ 11:14 pm
We'll hold it to the wind and see how long it lasts.
Tomorrow's damn screwed, tomorrow's damn screwed, tomorrow's damn screwed, tomorrow's damn screwed, tomorrow's damn screwed, tomorrow's damn screwed, tomorrow's damn screwed, tomorrow's damn damn damn damn screwed.
I GOT STAGE FRIGHT LAH WAHLAO, I CANT EVEN SURVIVE STANDING OUT THERE, LET ALONE SAY ANYTHING, GAH. But I'll survive, I guess.
But tomorrow's damn screwed.
Saturday was ah-okay, except for the fact that it was so haphazard and last-minute it wasn't really productive. Sembawang Park's so darn small, it's just like go left, go right, go left, go right, go left, go right, go right, and etc. (But I shouldn't complain, because I walked the least out of all them._____.") I remember our orienteering where we were wondering why the hell we were running around the same area, turns out we planned the same type of routes as well, just that the clues were hidden, pretty obscurely, and the clues were, an anagram of twelve words minus two. Me/Jill didn't mean for those numbers, it just came to us, and we didn't realise till the whole thing was over.____." Shin guessed the anagram before the parts, and Stella. I misled them alot, hurrr:D:D Sadistic much.
Oh, another school was also doing orienteering and we didn't know, but we saw their clue, and we threw it away, just in case it got mixed up with ours, oops.
Tomorrow's damn screwed.
And alamak, I feel like a puppet, gah.
Current Music: Top of the World // All-American Rejects
19 October 2007 @ 08:05 pm
Everyone said I looked too serious today.
I passed English, Ms. Lee is a good teacher:D (No it's not a because-therefore sentence, it's a therefore, because statement.)
Am happy with the rest of my results except for Physics, she must love me.
And the best part was I couldn't mourn for my Chinese in peace today, Taiwan Immersion, and.
I'm sorry for the (my) lousy --- , even though **** says I shouldn't blame myself,
Because I'm part of the. Hopeless. Helpless. Wrecked. (And not doing anything about it, hurrr.)
Sorry, because in that world where we envision, sorry's don't belong.
Whatever, already.
Chinese told me I was a failure, already.
My friends told/taught me grades weren't everything in school, I still had them:D
Joyce baked me a brownie cake, and I love it, therefore I love her.
I hope tomorrow's okay.
I don't like wasting people's time.
And, aiyah forget it.
I passed English, Ms. Lee is a good teacher:D (No it's not a because-therefore sentence, it's a therefore, because statement.)
Am happy with the rest of my results except for Physics, she must love me.
And the best part was I couldn't mourn for my Chinese in peace today, Taiwan Immersion, and.
I'm sorry for the (my) lousy --- , even though **** says I shouldn't blame myself,
Because I'm part of the. Hopeless. Helpless. Wrecked. (And not doing anything about it, hurrr.)
Sorry, because in that world where we envision, sorry's don't belong.
Whatever, already.
Chinese told me I was a failure, already.
My friends told/taught me grades weren't everything in school, I still had them:D
Joyce baked me a brownie cake, and I love it, therefore I love her.
I hope tomorrow's okay.
I don't like wasting people's time.
And, aiyah forget it.
Current Mood: crushed
crushedCurrent Music: Empty Apartment // Yellowcard
17 October 2007 @ 05:02 pm
Take a deep breath, take a deep deep breath,
And keep my mouth shut,
Tight, tighter, tightest-ly shut;
For nothing's left,
Of what's used to be.
Remind me again, I forgot,
What it's like to,
Run and Jump and Scream and Shout and Cry
Together.
Current Mood: 
okay
okayCurrent Music: Rooftops and Invitations // Dashboard Confessional
17 October 2007 @ 03:42 pm
FORGET YESTERDAY, WE'LL MAKE THE GREAT ESCAPE[[:
It's a mainly picture post, because I'm too lazy to type lengthy paragraphs and words don't do enough justice,
It's a mainly picture post, because I'm too lazy to type lengthy paragraphs and words don't do enough justice,
( RUNAWAAAAY. )
Current Mood: pissed off
pissed offCurrent Music: I Miss You // Blink 182
15 October 2007 @ 02:11 am
I GOT YOUR RUNAWAY SMILE IN MY PIGGYBANK, BABY[[:
:X So, I was missing for quite some time, hurr, in an attempt to block unwanted cookies:D Didn't work tho, all that resulted in was losing my havencitystories password, for which I'm still quite pissed off at, because I really really want to play)<
Exams were cool, for once I ran out of time in exams(: Hahah, I'll just have to keep my fingers crossed when the results come back:X Just hope they aren't too ugly for my parents to cancel my Taiwan trip T___T
And who says staying at home after exams = no life! D: But what if I choose to stay at home)= I'd rather spend my time in front of Potato (my laptop, yes I know, stop laughing)! Some random free trial shockwave game, Maplestory, Audition, Sims 2, Forums, Neopets, Fictionpress, Fanfiction, Maplestory, and Maplestory(: All these + Sleeping at 4 and waking up at 2 + Brunch in bed/aircon + 2 new tubs of B&Js :D:D:D:D + Foxtrot Comics + Chinese novels = KAILIN'S IDEAL LIFE! Honestly, it beats going out, hahah, but I'm going to drag my ass out to meet Yeo Tze Qing tomorrow at the other end of Singapore T____T But it's not like she's going to drag me into noisy crowds or anything so I'm looking forward to tomorrow hurr. Oh, and don't blame me for being addicted to Maple)= My family plays it, and their characters are of higher levels than me! So I need to buck up:D:D
I'm craving for Cinnamon Rolls/ Sticky Buns.
People get paper cuts, I get plastic file cuts, u g l y deep ones that scar for life T___T
On a random side note and no it doesn't mean anything, [/really really really cheesy quote]
If I told you I l really love you, you'd probably laugh and say ,"Tell me something new."
:D
Simona,
Wish I was sober.
So I could see clearly now.
The rain has gone.
Simona, I guess it's over.
My memory plays our tune; the same old song.
:X So, I was missing for quite some time, hurr, in an attempt to block unwanted cookies:D Didn't work tho, all that resulted in was losing my havencitystories password, for which I'm still quite pissed off at, because I really really want to play)<
Exams were cool, for once I ran out of time in exams(: Hahah, I'll just have to keep my fingers crossed when the results come back:X Just hope they aren't too ugly for my parents to cancel my Taiwan trip T___T
And who says staying at home after exams = no life! D: But what if I choose to stay at home)= I'd rather spend my time in front of Potato (my laptop, yes I know, stop laughing)! Some random free trial shockwave game, Maplestory, Audition, Sims 2, Forums, Neopets, Fictionpress, Fanfiction, Maplestory, and Maplestory(: All these + Sleeping at 4 and waking up at 2 + Brunch in bed/aircon + 2 new tubs of B&Js :D:D:D:D + Foxtrot Comics + Chinese novels = KAILIN'S IDEAL LIFE! Honestly, it beats going out, hahah, but I'm going to drag my ass out to meet Yeo Tze Qing tomorrow at the other end of Singapore T____T But it's not like she's going to drag me into noisy crowds or anything so I'm looking forward to tomorrow hurr. Oh, and don't blame me for being addicted to Maple)= My family plays it, and their characters are of higher levels than me! So I need to buck up:D:D
I'm craving for Cinnamon Rolls/ Sticky Buns.
People get paper cuts, I get plastic file cuts, u g l y deep ones that scar for life T___T
On a random side note and no it doesn't mean anything, [/really really really cheesy quote]
If I told you I l really love you, you'd probably laugh and say ,"Tell me something new."
:D
Simona,
Wish I was sober.
So I could see clearly now.
The rain has gone.
Simona, I guess it's over.
My memory plays our tune; the same old song.
Current Mood: listless
listlessCurrent Music: 1973 // James Blunt
22 September 2007 @ 12:55 am
Current Mood: optimistic
optimisticCurrent Music: currents // dashboard confessional
20 September 2007 @ 07:21 pm
YAY TOMORROW WILL BE A HAPPIER DAY THAN TODAY.
Or so I'm believing.
Strawberry Meiji Milk makes my world go round and round and round:D
Current Mood: okay
okayCurrent Music: hey julie // fountains of wayne
19 September 2007 @ 08:51 pm
YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU,
#1/2, ihidmtufhahbirdwttgwftbotsiwtwqbssajtbir
#3, isydbtdombwaideytbabydhtbsorbicsymnykgsb
#4, imybybttmtaichbfhbidwtdayairmymbff.
This wouldn't make sense to anyone, really, because I typed it all in one go and I can't remember why and what I typed.
Talked to Yubo today, change is a really scary thing, because you'd never know when change strikes and robs you of nearly everything you once owned.
Current Mood: irate
irateCurrent Music: red high heels // kellie pickler
18 September 2007 @ 08:43 pm
I dislike the looks I get when I tell my friends about what I got, because it makes me feel really bad when I see their genuine concern for me, and feeling so helpless because I don't know what to do about it.Sometimes, I wish Mummy would acknowledge my Chinese marks instead of complaining about my Mathematics marks.
Cooking today with Jill:D:D (We missed Jiau!) Roasted Chicken with Potatoes(: The other ingredients, didn't come home with us, heh. And Chocolate Pudding with Custard Sauce, disgustinggg, but pretty tasty.
Good luck to Soffia and Stella tomorrow, and Part As too, because tomorrow's the Sx2's first bringing-part-out-to-hq-trip and Part As' first Trainfire! :D
Move along, move along, like I know you do.
Right back what is wrong; we move along.
Current Mood: blah
blahCurrent Music: here in your arms // hellogoodbye
17 September 2007 @ 10:54 pm
YUTIAN, QIYING, STELLA AND I GOT CAUGHT ON A STALKER PICTURE IN SPIRAL, LIKE HOW COULD THE TEACHER DO THAT?! (And I looked like I was touching Yutian, which was a really really bad thing to get caught doing.)
But reading the article on New Zealand brings back !#$% memories, I miss NZ):
I'M BOOKED ON OCTOBER 12TH FOR A RENDEZVOUS, I HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT, REMEMBER REMEMBER.
Current Mood: okay
okayCurrent Music: dear bobbie // yellowcard
17 September 2007 @ 06:10 pm
(57 more days, I think.)
To Taiwan:D:D I really should stop sitting next to Hoong because as much as we try to concentrate, we'll always start talking about Taiwan. We are currently on the phase of discussing who gets the television on which day. I will laugh if we don't get a television(: I can't wait till we get to Taiwan, but we must first get through exams first, blah.
:D It's funny seeing how annoyed Chloe gets when she teaches me Mathematics. I think she wants to punch me already(: But! I really don't get Partial Fractions whaaaaaaaaat.
Overdue un-sequenced photos under the cut, because I'm lazy like that. (I still haven't gotten Xin Min's photos yet, bish.)
( Just off a key of reason:D )
To Taiwan:D:D I really should stop sitting next to Hoong because as much as we try to concentrate, we'll always start talking about Taiwan. We are currently on the phase of discussing who gets the television on which day. I will laugh if we don't get a television(: I can't wait till we get to Taiwan, but we must first get through exams first, blah.
:D It's funny seeing how annoyed Chloe gets when she teaches me Mathematics. I think she wants to punch me already(: But! I really don't get Partial Fractions whaaaaaaaaat.
Overdue un-sequenced photos under the cut, because I'm lazy like that. (I still haven't gotten Xin Min's photos yet, bish.)
( Just off a key of reason:D )
Current Mood: 
dorky
dorkyCurrent Music: everything we had // the academy is..
16 September 2007 @ 09:18 pm
1. The person who tagged you is?
Stella Z(hang)![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
stellazeee
2. Your relationship with them is?
Friend, classmate for nearly two (non-consecutive) years D:
3. Your 5 impressions of them
Hardworking
Smart
Tall
Tall
Tall
4. Most memorable thing they have done for you?
Signing a contract that allows me to have twenty tubs of B&J a day in the future:D
5. Most memorable words they have said to you?
Agreeing to the contract? :P
6. If they become your lover, you will?
Whine about how tall she is.
7. If he becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be?
Adding on to the amount of ice-cream tubs she has to trade with me in the future.
8. If they become your enemy, you will?
Attack her while running in stilts.
9. If they becomes your enemy the reason will be?
Because she's too tall:D
10. The most desired thing you want to do for them would be?
Stalk her.
11. Overall impression of them?
Tall, tall, tall, and skinny D:
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
(Okay this quiz is seriously random.) Short, and stout:D
13. The character you love about yourself is?
Not able to stay sad for too long a time.
14. The character you hate of yourself is?
Timid.
15. Person you want to be?
Myself? :D:D
16. For people who care about you, say something!
Uh okay, thanks? (:
I'll not be evil and pass it to others because I'm nice like that:D:D (Glares at Stella Zhang!) Xin Min is not coming online and I'm not getting my photos D:
"Don't you wish you grew up in a remote village and led a happy and carefree life instead?"
Duh Hoong, I hate exams)< And I hate failing exams, and 5566 > exams.
I spent the entire day youtubing again, I need to ban youtube from my server.
Stella Z(hang)
stellazeee2. Your relationship with them is?
Friend, classmate for nearly two (non-consecutive) years D:
3. Your 5 impressions of them
Hardworking
Smart
Tall
Tall
Tall
4. Most memorable thing they have done for you?
Signing a contract that allows me to have twenty tubs of B&J a day in the future:D
5. Most memorable words they have said to you?
Agreeing to the contract? :P
6. If they become your lover, you will?
Whine about how tall she is.
7. If he becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be?
Adding on to the amount of ice-cream tubs she has to trade with me in the future.
8. If they become your enemy, you will?
Attack her while running in stilts.
9. If they becomes your enemy the reason will be?
Because she's too tall:D
10. The most desired thing you want to do for them would be?
Stalk her.
11. Overall impression of them?
Tall, tall, tall, and skinny D:
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
(Okay this quiz is seriously random.) Short, and stout:D
13. The character you love about yourself is?
Not able to stay sad for too long a time.
14. The character you hate of yourself is?
Timid.
15. Person you want to be?
Myself? :D:D
16. For people who care about you, say something!
Uh okay, thanks? (:
I'll not be evil and pass it to others because I'm nice like that:D:D (Glares at Stella Zhang!) Xin Min is not coming online and I'm not getting my photos D:
"Don't you wish you grew up in a remote village and led a happy and carefree life instead?"
Duh Hoong, I hate exams)< And I hate failing exams, and 5566 > exams.
I spent the entire day youtubing again, I need to ban youtube from my server.
Current Mood: 
tired
tiredCurrent Music: disenchanted // my chemical romance
16 September 2007 @ 01:46 pm
Very likely in bold underline
Maybe in underline No way in hell striked out
1. Go to http://www.careercruising.com/.
2. Put in Username: nycareers, Password: landmark.
3. Take their "Career Matchmaker" questions.
4. Post the top ten results
1. Fast Food Worker YESYESYES!
2. Bartender I wouldn't mind, really.
3. Music Teacher / Instructor !?! Me and music don't go well.
4. Librarian :D:D:D:D
5. Early Childhood Educator Well, I guess so..
6. Tour Guide IWANTIWANTIWANT.
7. Director Mission impossible.
8. Lifeguard If I remember how to swim, yes.
9. Child and Youth Worker =x
10. Carpet and Upholstery Cleaner I promise good service:D
And the rest:
11. Special Education Teacher Well, anything related to teacher, yes.
12. Musician This is an entirely crazy idea, kthnx.
13. Food Inspector I PROMISE TO DO A GOOD JOB(:
14. Library Technician No way, unless the library loves blackouts.
15. Composer .___."
16. Casting Director No, I have insufficient creativity.
17. Cashier $_$ Yes please.
18. Dispatcher This job isn't really that hard..
19. Telephone Operator Uh it sounds fun? :D:D
20. Airline Customer Service Agent I promise good service!
21. Comedian Uh do I seem very funny to you?
22. Dry Cleaner I PROMISE CLEAN SHEETS BACK!
23. Correctional Officer I guess it's pretty okay..
24. Teacher Assistant Sounds funny, and extra, but I guess.
25. High School Teacher Yeah yeah, my primary ambition.
26. Elementary School Teacher Hm yeah.
27. Director of Photography Random, but possible :D
28. Foreign Language Instructor Uhm, let's try no?
29. ESL Teacher I'm failing English.
30. Customer Service Representative Naahnhaaahnaaah, possible!
31. Occupational Therapist :D Cool.
32. Parking Lot Attendant Don't give me that look! D: D:
33. Dietitian HAHAH TOTALLY FITS :D
34. Family and Consumer Scientist ?! =/
35. Auto Detailer Uh I guess so?
36. Nanny (I know you're giving me the o.O look now.)
37. Computer Trainer Nah, I'd rather be a trainee.
38. Corporate Trainer Nono.
39. Gerontologist This idea is not entirely impossible :D:D
40. Animal Breeder COOL!
Chloe wanted me to do this with her:D (It took me a really long time because I made use of the waiting-for-Youtube-to-load-time to do this!) I'll post about yesterday, after I get photos from Xin Min(:
I CAN'T WAIT FOR TAIWAN!
Current Mood: silly
sillyCurrent Music: without your love // 5566